He wanted ... a car.
A cheap one.
Then ... a nice one.
Then ... he told us that he wants to buy a studio close to city center.
Then change the studio with an apartment.
This year he changed his car again.
He also uses to say ... that soon he will buy ... a new motorcycle too.
And ... each time ... when i meet him ... i hear another ... "i want".
Yes ... each time ... another plan.
Maybe ... a better one.
Or a fancy one.
But ... it always must be ... about something else.
The dynamic of all ... is about ... a new thing.
Maybe ... it is all related with the optimism.
I was the same ... as this guy.
Till one day ... when it all looked like ... is somehow
... illusory.
And .... I changed my perceptions.
Yes.
Feeling ... all is like a victory of 15 minutes .... I've understood i am wasting my life.
My time.
My ... all.
Because ... the pleasure i got ... for anything ... lasted very, very little.
Sometimes maybe .... just 15 minutes.
So ... wanting anything ... was stupid.
Really, really ... stupid.
Even .... if this is actually ... our nature.
I try to re software myself.
To have only one plan.
... to connect to beautiful vibes ... without making a huge effort for it.
So ... i walk alone.
I enjoy .... 7 coffees a day.
I write.
I speak with people.
And ... start to convince myself that i should not want ... anything material.
All ... should be about vibes.
Beautiful vibes.
Be anchored in there ... in continuous form.
Of course ... the theory is simple.
... and many times i fail.
I still want a new woman, a new house, a new business ... etc etc.
I am dominated ... by the pathetic pathological obsession of ... "i want".
But ... life continues.
Nicely ... sometimes ...
And ... stupidly ... many other times.
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